simply me

ROAR

2008-06-05T02:50:00.001+08:00

Ok ok... Now, I'm currently updating more of another blog that I'm sharing with my friend. It's called tortoise-roar-lion.blogspot.com

I've updated a lot more times there. Haha.. So you all can go take a look! WAHAHAHA!

HERE!!!

Earthquake victim died after being rescued(Eng Sub)

2008-05-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

Saw this video on Tv and I went to search for it online. Found this video. It is very sad. Like what Shane said, it is actually nothing special about the things he said, but normally, in this guy's situation, he is still able to think so positively and held on so strongly, this is very special. Really something special which I think everyone should have in their mind all the time. Life is really very fragile. Shit happens, but I really feel so sad for this man. He held on for so long, but he died just after getting rescued. People say that he died due to compression. I feel so sad... Hope all this won't happen anymore. I hope the tremors will end, because the latest tremor hit 6.4. Damn it. Really hope that all this can stop and everyone can go back to their normal life and be happy.

Sunburn

2008-05-19T16:52:00.003+08:00

Well, I got sunburn on my shoulders. But but but, my right side is tanner than my left side. OMG! That's bad. And also, it's hurting everytime my top just rub against my skin. Especially when I'm carrying my bag, it's the killer. The pain, woohoo. But it will be over soon. ^^

Sentosa pictures with Shane. But did not really take the photos when we were at the beach, only took a few pictures after showering. Haha. Ok, pictures.....

It's Vesak day. Need to do my work for school. ROAR! Damn, need to do some report and some project for my modules. There's no school tomorrow but there's training. ARGH! Bad. It's already 19th May. Fast. Shane will be graduating on 28th May. It's a Wednesday. Will be having my IS.I think we will be ending at the same time as he is starting at 1pm. So most probably, Shall meet him after his graduation unless he is going out with his parents or friends. Wonder how he will look in his graduation attire. Because he told me the graduation attire is until his shin. Hmm...

ROAR! I don't want to do reports, I don't want to do projects. I don't want to write proposals. OK. Enough whining, I shall go shower and do my work. HOHO!

FOC Party

2008-05-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

Just got the pictures for The FOC party on Friday. Shall upload them here. ^^
6 3L03 people helping out ^^
All of us in action there ^^
Me, Vic and Wen qi. ^^ WISP groupmates.
Candid ^^

Well well, it's already Wednesday. I'm going to the dentist tomorrow. My thighs are really too big.Any suggestions to help make it smaller? ROAR! Will be kind of hungry tomorrow during lesson, 4 hours lecture straight, I'll starve to death! OMG! HELP!

We are the CHAMPIONS!

2008-05-12T00:45:00.001+08:00

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS! MAN U WON! MAN U won won won won won!

Salute

2008-05-09T01:52:00.002+08:00

Santa Cruz from Blacburn Rovers is good. Salute to him. His finishes are nice and the way he play is darn nice.

" Twice voted sexiest player at the 2006 World Cup, Blackburn Rovers' Roque Santa Cruz is a model professional in more ways than one. " quoted from the premier league webbie. This is the link to it. So I guess you can just click on it and go to the webbie to know more about him. SANTA CRUZ

Busy week. Did not get enough sleep. I should be sleeping now. I'm having lesson at 10am tomorrow. Going to stay in school until 10 plus for the Freshmen party. I'm tired. Will be meeting Wawa on Saturday. Most probably, we will be going to the zoo if nothing goes wrong. Will try not to oversleep. Damn. Training on Sunday. And it's Mother's day. Damn. Haven't got anything for my mother, need to get something for her or maybe a meal will do. I'm tired, I want a massage. My left shoulder overworked this week as my dearest left shoulder has carried a lot of junks in my bag for my school activities.

Tired, going to sleep.

Flap Flap Flap

2008-05-04T01:53:00.002+08:00

One day of holiday on Thursday wasn't enough. Haha. Trust me, we need more holidays! ^^

Whatever, anyway, projects are piling up and the worse thing is that some of the projects, the lecturer did not really explain it clearly. I guess some of them taking the same module will know who is it. Work and projects piling up can really kill. We need to go a lot of things, darn it.

I want a full body massage. ^^ Wondering whether I should go for the sale tomorrow that is held at Toh Guan Road. I want to grow taller and lose some inches around my tummy. I don't like it. But everytime I say I want to lose weight or something, I will end up eating more. ^^

I really want to grow old with you.

P.s... MAN U WON 4-1 and RONALDO SCORED TWICE! CUTE! ^^

Wedding

2008-05-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

Was watching the news on television and saw one part of the news talking about people holding their wedding in the park or something. And now, I remembered something, I was saying that I want to get married at some place where it is different. Well, Singapore is a small place where almost everywhere has been chosen to hold a wedding before. But now, my ideal place is at Fort Canning. Because, it's a place where it is very special to me. ^^

Saw a lot of weddings on television. But some of the wedding that I saw on television was because of the amount of money that they put in the wedding. Can you imagine that they have no budget for their wedding? Ok, I'm not going to follow that. Everyone wants a wedding of the century or something and they think it can be fulfilled when they spent a lot of money on it. But sometimes, it's the special moment which the bride and groom say "I do" to one another.

People say that wedding is the most sacred ceremony. But some people take it as a ceremony that you can keep on doing again and again. It's still early for me to talk about it as I am still young. When I'm older, then I will think about it. ^^

ROAR

2008-04-28T01:01:00.003+08:00

Saw this pic and I decided to edit it. Let me show you my masterpiece...

The original picture:
And now, my masterpiece... ^^ Hohoho. She's going to kill me. ^^

My masterpiece:

It was taken last year near National Day.

Let's hear the lion roar for Singapore!

Smile!

2008-04-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

Caught a music video today when I got home from school today. The title of the music video is " In love with a girl " by Gavin Degraw. It's a nice song. Very sweet too. Bought the Purchasing management textbook today and damn, it's heavy. Lesson will be from 10 to 3 tomorrow. But will be meeting Shane during lunch tomorrow.

I'm starting to scratch again, it's not good. Someone please stop me! I want the itch to stop and I want my leg to get well, please stop. And anyway, will take picture of my kids soon. There is Alli, the crocodile, Flap Flap, the Winnie the Pooh that Shane got for me from Taiwan and last but not least, a new addition to the family, Flip Flip, the Black Spiderman but I prefer calling him Venom as it's easier to call him (as if he will come to me whenever I call it). I brought Alli and Flip Flip to school today and some of them were playing with them. He's cute. All my three kids are male, I need a new addition to the family, preferably a female. Haha. Damn, I'm starting to be so koked nowadays. But smile ^^

School has started

2008-04-18T02:24:00.003+08:00

I'm officially a year 3 student. Great. I'm a senior. Got to meet my classmates again and I'm blogging at this hour because, I have no school tomorrow. ^^ WOOHOO! It feels a bit weird as Shane is not a student of Ngee Ann Polytechnic anymore. And I can only like meet him for dinner or on weekends now due to my timetable. I think I'm kind of lucky as my timetable is kind of lax. All my breaks are 1 hour and not more than that unless the lecturer or tutor decides to let us off earlier.

A lot of things happened when I was in Polytechnic. I had my first crush and I remember confessing to him and I got rejected. But, it was this crush that made me forget my "first love". Had 2 other relationships in my poly life not including this current "relationship" I have with Shane. We are not together, I repeat, we are still not together but I call him my boyfriend as it's easier when people ask. Sounds weird, but yeah, it's weird. But soon in August, it's going to be like our 1 year together. Don't think it's called an anniversary, I'm blur, so don't ask me.

CCAs, remembered trying out a few CCAs but did not stay on except for floorball. Now, I'm a seniors' senior in floorball. And imagine if I were to go back and play floorball after graduation, I'll be called a senior citizen. GREAT! I'm advancing to another stage of life in like about 1 year. I'm going to be a seniors' senior and soon in 1 year, senior citizen. ^^ Had ups and downs in the 2 years of poly life.

Classmates, wasn't really close to them in the first year, but I got closer to them in my second year and from there, things changed and impressions changed. I found out that I am really addicted to mahjong just that once the mahjong table and the mahjong tiles are out, hohoho, it's fun time. ^^ And my classmates are counted as mahjong addicts. Trust me, if we could, I think we will be playing mahjong almost everyday. My classmates are fun and outgoing, and ^^ hohoho, we can jump from a topic to another topic that has no link and we will never run out of topics. ^^ Gossips and "talks".

I sound like I've graduated, but I've not. I am thinking, what will I be doing after I graduate. Met many different people from different backgrounds, but once you open up, things will be different as many of us actually complement one another in different areas and, we can really click once we start opening up. This is one step of stepping out into the working industry. Especially when we need to meet more people who are of different backgrounds.

MY NOTES ARE KILLING ME! THEY ARE SO FREAKING HEAVY! Will any kind soul help me carry my notes to school all the time? ^^ I'll be nice to you. *Hint hint to my classmates especially my GHB* Because you live nearest to me. WAHAHAHAHA!

School started

2008-04-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

School has started. I'm a year 3 student. Time pass really fast and I'm sure that I will be graduating soon, I guess. Will be meeting Shane for lunch tomorrow. And I'll be going back to school for training. Haven't been training for so long and I'm sure that my form and stamina has dropped a lot.

Time is passing very fast and I guess in no time, Shane will receive his enlistment letter soon and he will be going to army. And I hope his job will be easy and I will be able to meet him. If not I will be missing him a lot. I am already missing him now even though we last met on Saturday. Spent my Tuesday to Friday in school for a camp and Saturday at Sentosa and Vivocity and the airport. Went to fetch my sister.

Spent Sunday at Lim Chu Kang doing the tomb-sweeping stuff. And I went to my grandma's house for dinner. And I caught the soccer match. Anyway, MAN U won! It's already April now and in 3 months time, I'm going to be a 19 year old kid. And next year, I'll be 20, starting with a 2. Shane's going to be 20 this year.

School was kind of boring today but I got to meet my classmates again. And tomorrow's lesson will be a 3-hour lecture and I'm going to be bored to death. Someone save me please. And there's training tomorrow. Gotta spend some quality time with Shane, time spent with him pass very fast and I really do not wish to waste any time. Because he's someone important to me. Very important...

camp

2008-04-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

Went out with Shane today. Went to Queensway to get some stuffs. Well, I'm going to be away for 4 days. Will be going for a camp and I will be back only on Friday. Will be going to Sentosa on Saturday and tomb-sweeping day on Sunday. Will be very busy I guess. Bought sun-tanning oil today. I want to get a tan.

Time really pass very fast, I'm now going to be a year 3 soon. There will be a new batch of students coming in and when things. Got to start everything new from Monday. My lesson on Monday is at 9am, it's not really a good time. But I have no choice, and the ERP at Bukit Timah has started operation, so I think many people will try to avoid that route whenever they go to work or school. Going to start a new semester and this is the last semester that I am going to study in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I will be going for attachment for the next semester. Things will be different.

Shane is not going to Ngee Ann Polytechnic anymore except maybe to find me on some occasions and the graduation ceremony where he has to receive his certificate of graduation. Will have to wait until school ends before I can meet him and I also have to find time to meet him. I think I will miss him a lot. And I hope that I can spend time with him during weekends. If not there's no other choices. He will be busy with his own things and I will be busy with mine. We will have to make do with one another's schedule.

Finished packing the camp stuffs, have to be in school at 0830, very early and it's not a good time as the ERP gantry will be in operation. I want to get a tan! Will get it on Saturday and I don't want it to rain please. I will be going back to training when school starts. I have to start training again and I have to catch up. I don't want to lag too much. But now, I have to settle my school camp thing before I can catch up on trainings.

I can't catch MAN U's match on Thursday. Please, someone, fling, please update me on the scores of the match. Will be very grateful to the person.

DREW

2008-04-06T23:50:00.003+08:00

MAN U drew with Middlesbrough 2-2. Damn. Luck isn't on MAN U side.

The week before school starts will be fully packed. Will be going out with Shane tomorrow to get some things. And from Tuesday until Friday, I'll be going for camp. And on Saturday, will be going to Sentosa with the floorball girls and on Sunday, will be going tomb-sweeping with my family. And school will commence the next day. I'm a year 3 student now. Final year student. Time really pass very fast in poly. Have to make sure that this last year is a fruitful year or I may regret it. Will be having attachment for the 2nd semester and I hope to get a good attachment.

Sent my sister off today at Terminal 3. She's flying off to Hainan Island. And she's already there, just received her sms. She's very fortunate, she's entitled to a room herself, meaning she have her own room. She will be staying over at Hong Kong for one night before coming back to Singapore. I hope she goes to a MAN U shop in Hong Kong and get me some things. ^^

I fell sick and wawa fell sick on Friday. Was supposed to meet him on Saturday for lunch but he did not reply me, finally got his reply and he told me that he was sick. He was sick on the Friday night that he came my house, but I managed to take care of him and the fever subsided but it came back the next day. Too bad I wasn't there the second round to take care of him when it came back. Will be meeting him tomorrow and I will be able to take care of him and also, give him a massage too. But I think he will end up giving me the massage.

I can't believe that school is starting. And I'm a year 3. MAN! That's fast.

2008-04-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

Sick

2008-04-03T18:14:00.002+08:00

I'm sick. Started on Monday night. It was terrible and now, there's still a little headache. I don't really feel too well. Cancelled a lot of my driving and maybe I cannot even play the game on Saturday because I am really not feeling well.

Went to see the docotr on Tuesday morning with my dad and the doctor said that it may be virus infection. My whole body is aching and really, it's killing me. I'm feeling tired but I can't sleep. Keep coughing and argh, it's causing me to have a lot of backaches and headaches. Sore throat is also killing me. Tired. Going for camp on Tuesday until Friday and soon, school will start. Fast. I need a massage!!! I also want my crimson red DS Lite! ROAR!

Soccer

2008-03-31T00:36:00.003+08:00

This update is kind of late. Because Man U won Aston Villa 4-0 yesterday. Arsenal won Bolton 3-2 yesterday. Chelsea won just now too. Newcastle won Tottenham 4-1 just now. Liverpool is now leading 1-0. Their game is still ongoing. Maybe by the time I finished blogging, the game might have ended.

MAN U! I LOVE MAN U! Anyway, anyone wanna get me a red DS lite? It looks like this...

(Torres got a yellow card while I was uploading the pic)

(Torres got sub by Jermaine at the 89th min)

Anyone interested in getting it for me? I love red. 3 minutes added time for the game. The game is over. And Torres scored the only goal in the game.

Anyway, Enrique's song, Push, is nice. ^^ Push push back upon it ~~

Friday

2008-03-29T02:05:00.002+08:00

It's already Friday. I'm starting school on 14th April and Yan Shan said that there will be a sentosa outing for the floorball girls on the 12th to Sentosa. Hope it doesn't rain.

Gerlin and Yan Shan asked me whether I wanted to go to Sentosa today for some sun tanning session but I rejected them. Because I had already chose to go for a mahjong session with my classmates today. Actually, it was supposed to be 4 girls playing today, but Wen Shan could not make it and Gary took her place. So in the end, Esther, Jeraldine, Gary and me played mahjong together. Went to Jurong Point after the mahjong session as we are celebrating Amirah's birthday for her.

Mahjong was fun, pizza hut was nice and the crepes is nice too. ^^

The skin on my face is peeling again, think I ate something wrong again that caused the allergies to come back and now causing the skin to peel. Man, hope is stops. And my leg is itching again, damn. I don't like it, I really want the itch to stop. It's not nice. And also, there's a very big blue black on my knee and it's still there. Shane said that it's the bone and not the muscle, thus making it worse. When I walk, I will feel the pain as I have to bend my knee etc. But now, it's better.

I think I'm becoming fatter now, damn, need to be careful in case the weight just shoot up and hit a new high level. I've never hit 50kg before and I don't wish to hit it in this life unless I'm pregnant. At least let me remain at this weight and I will feel better. And please, no tummy too, a tummy don't look nice. Love handles are alright when it's "moderate" and not excess, but but but, no tummy!

Hint hint to the floorball girls, since Amirah has 19 purple coloured stuffs and it's her favourite colour. She gets 19 purple stuff as her presents. So, I want 19 red coloured stuffs for me. Some hints for all of you, I will want another MAN U red jersey, red bag, red top, red jacket, red contact lens(ok, cock). Haha, I'm so weird. Actually, I'll be happy to receive any present no matter what it is unless it's rubbish. Because it's very sweet. Hehe. Any hand-made card will be nice too.

My ass and back is hurting. Will end this entry now. ^^

Is it so hard?

2008-03-28T03:40:00.002+08:00

Is it so hard for you to call back or talk to me online after I hung up the phone as I was fed up? Maybe you think that I need some time alone to think about what is happening, but all I wish was just you to call back or talk to me online. At least talk to me... Is it so hard?

I told you just now that when girls are complaining, just listen to them, but you said that the girls will complain when they are not given solutions when they are complaining like " Why do you keep on going like Hmm, ah, orh. " But the thing is, it's is totally different. When I start by I've got a question to ask or I need some advice or I need some comments or I need some solutions or can you give me some suggestions, these are the times where you give solutions that you have. And not when I'm complaining. What I read about in the book is very true. When the girl is complaining, just go "Hmm, Oh or I see. " You may think that girls might think that you are insincere when you are saying all these, but the truth is, we just need a person to talk to and rant about our problems and we will feel better, but what did you do? Gave comments... Wrong decision.

All I wanted was to hear your voice, at least I will feel better and more secured. Or talk to me online and make me feel better and more secured. I don't need any suggestions, just be there for me. All I need is your company and I will feel much better.

I'm typing this entry in a fed up mood. Things may not be nice, but it's how I feel. The book wrote that males are sensitive, but I think, males are insensitive sometimes. I know I said things that was like very hurtful or it might anger you, but the thing is, I'm sorry but I'm feeling fed up and that's why all those things came out from me. But I really need you to understand that I just need your company. I need you.

quotes

2008-03-27T13:35:00.002+08:00

Found some truth in the book that I'm reading now, the book is " Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus ". Found what the author had written is true. Thus, I'll quote some and blog about it.

When men and women are able to respect and accept their differences then love has a chance to blossom.

When our partner resists us, it is probably because we have made a mistake in our timing and approach.

Men are motivated and empowered when they feel needed. Women are motivated and empowered when they feel cherished.

Not to be needed is a slow death for men.

Well, I agree with what the author had written as it's really how things work in a relationship and how the people feel when they are in the relationship. This is a self-improvement book for couples but I'm reading it. I just want to know how I can really improve a relationship and not letting it stay the way it is or the worse is for the relationship to stay stagnant and the two in the relationship will feel bored by it. There are some real life example in the book and I guess, it's really relevant. Read read read. ^^

Blue black breakout

2008-03-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

I got a few blue blacks on my legs. I'm going to be a year 3 soon and my IS changed from Tuesday to Wednesday. I chose Events Communication for my elective IS module, it's from 1pm to 3pm. I think I'm becoming fatter now, it's not good, will cause Shane to have a hard time to carry me, it's not good.

Anyway, Shane is passing me the new season of CSI! WOAH!

Was happy on Sunday, Man U won Liverpool 3-0!!! YEAH! And Chelsea won Arsenal 2-1. Not good. Arsenal was winning at first and Chelsea caught up with them. So now, the table is MAN U at the top followed by Chelsea who is behind MAN U by 5 points and Arsenal. Arsenal is behind Chelsea by 1 point. There's a switch in the 2nd and the 3rd position. Liverpool is still 4th and Everton 5th. MAN U WILL WIN THE PREMIER LEAGUE! And MAN U WILL WIN THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE! MAN U MAN U MAN U!

Watching tv

2008-03-18T15:40:00.002+08:00

Training is like back to normal. Have to go back to training and there's a showcase on Sunday. It will be a showdown between the 2 major Reds, they are MAN U and Liverpool. Some of them will be coming to my house to watch the game. WOO!!!! It will be a major showdown. And after the game, it will be Arsenal vs. Chelsea.

It's an important match. I encourage everyone to watch it. Because, it's really cool! WOO! Let's watch the 2 cutest kid, Fernando Torres and Cristiano Ronaldo fight one another, I meant fight as in on the soccer field pitting their skills against one another and not those fist punching fight all those. Well, I support MAN U and anyway, had been visiting www.tnppostman.com nowadays to check on the latest results of the voting for the best looking player and the support of the big 4. MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U MAN U!!!!!!!

Em0-mode

2008-03-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

Emo-mode now. Man U lost to Portsmouth yesterday. Man, life is so sad, they were so unlucky yesterday and I don't know what is wrong. Lady luck was not on their side. But now, Chelsea is out too.

Shane is coming back on Tuesday soon. But I'll be off to St. John Island for a camp. And I'll be back on Thursday. I want to take a ride on Singapore Flyer soon! After Shane comes back, I want to find a day and go on the Singapore Flyer with him. Spend time together. And most probably I'll have to book the tickets as I'm afraid that it will be gone when we reach there. Most probably we will be going at night. I want to see the night view as I know, it will be very nice. Next time, I want to have a pet dog.

Waiting for Tuesday and after that, will be waiting for Thursday to arrive. Was supposed to play basketball with soem of the floorball people today but could not wake up, so I decided to continue sleeping. Was very tired. Will be writing another email for Shane soon, have been writing an email to him since 7th March. Just want to tell him what has been happening and what I did nowadays. But now, he haven't been smsing me much, guess he's too engrossed in enjoying that he forgot to sms me. I miss him alot.

Yeah, will have to lose weight soon as I'm like becoming fatter. I want him to have an easier time carrying me. Carry carry carry. Haha.

Shaney!

2008-03-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

Well, it's the end of the floorball chalet. And it's the first time I stayed over at a chalet!!! WOOHOO! Finally. Slept all the way back home on the taxi. Sent Shane to Lavender to collect his passport and he went to the airport after collecting it. Dropped dead when I got home. Took some pictures during the chalet.
I'll lose weight to let you carry me easier.
^^
Random photo.

Well, when he comes back, I'll be at St. John Island for a camp. And I'll only be back on the 13th. He will be back at night. He left for Taiwan this Wednesday and he will be coming back on a Tuesday. And it's the 11th on the Tuesday that he's coming back, so we will have to wait until the 13th to meet again. Received the top that I ordered for him, so there's a present for him when he comes back.

Went to a Khong Guan Biscuit factory today. Went to Singapore Mint too. Got something for my auntie as she was born in the year of the rat. Too bad they aren't selling the other zodiacs. Gotta go there yearly then =p.

Ys, I will blog about the chalet in the next post. Haha. Wait till I get more photos from Gerlin when she comes back from Korea. ^^

Damn

2008-03-02T02:28:00.002+08:00

Damn, it's already March.

Chalet is from the 3rd of March to 5th of March. It will be located at Changi Aloha. Watching tv now, bored. There's a match later at 6pm which will be played at Jurong West.

Man U won Fulham 3-0.
Chelsea won West Ham 4-0 with one man down.
Arsenal drew with Aston Villa when Bendtner scored the 93th min goal.

The skin on my finger is peeling again after the showcase on Thursday. Kinda bad now.

Shane is flying off the Taiwan on Wednesday. The last day of chalet and he's flying off. Hope I can stay over at the chalet and if possible, send him off on Wednesday. Will miss him alot. I want to play pool again.

Things to do when Shane comes back...
1. Go on the Singapore Flyer
2. Play pool with Shane if he wants to relax himself
3. Spend more time with him ( I don't know what else to write )

After I saw my sister's search on the twins called Sandy and Mandy from Taiwan, I feel like having twins. They are too cute. If possible, I hope to have twins in the future so that I can settle everything in a go. Haha. Sounds stupid. And if it's possible, I would want to have a boy and a girl but it's abit hard especially when my family have no history of having twins. Man, we will never know until the future comes. ;p

Addicted

2008-02-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted to CSI. OMG. It's a really nice show. Even though there's some part where the scene is kind of disgusting due to the blood or the autopsy. But it's still nice. I prefer CSI Miami though. But now, there is a new season of CSI coming out where there is this miniature killer. I want to catch all the episode.

Oh ya, I hit my head against the bed frame on Monday, and now, suffering from the after effect of it. At first, it was ok, but the effect came in after like awhile. I will suffer from the effect once in a while.

I want Ferrero Rocher. Craving for it.

sarcasm

2008-02-24T03:24:00.003+08:00

Sarcasm makes the world go round and round and round. It keeps the world spinning. ^^

Crap. Ronaldo got awarded the man of the match for the game against Newcastle United. Assisted in the first goal which was scored by Rooney, scored the second and third goal. I think that Rooney should be just behind Ronaldo in the voting by just a teeny weeny bit. He scored the first and fourth goal and he assisted Saha in the last goal. There wasn't any free kick for Ronaldo to take today, but it's alright. It's now his hat trick to go one on one against the goalie too. His free kick and one on one with the goalie, hat tricks of Ronaldo.

My wallpaper for now...

Found this when YS wanted to show me some images at gettyimages.com. But I found this picture at yahoo images. Showed her this picture and she told me to help her find photos of Riise. But could not really find any that was really nice. There's bound to be more. So let's keep on looking.

Total hawt-ness

I'm free!

2008-02-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

Exams are over. It's time to play. ^^

Chocolate ice blended with coconut jelly gets me high! WOOHOO!

Basketball during the holidays...Anyone? ^^

One paper down

2008-02-16T00:33:00.002+08:00

Had my SCM paper. Soon, FPD and E-COM will be over in one week's time. YEAH! But the thing is, I wonder how to study for E-com as it is after FPD. Well well, I'm watching TV now. Bored. Think I'm going to shower soon.

Some things aren't as fun as what you thought in the beginning.
Somehow, I've start to believe in that.
I need something to help gain the fun factor in the interest that I have.
Help needed in regaining the interest...

Valentine's Day with Wawa.

2008-02-12T17:39:00.002+08:00

First, you see the flowers when you step into the house.

Two, he will smile to you and the flowers will be given to you.
Three, you get your other presents like a MAN U JERSEY!
and a keychain that has your name.
Next, smile for the camera. ^^
First time receiving flowers from anyone. Went to his house in the afternoon and he gave me the flowers the first thing when I stepped into the house. So sweet, went to his room to put down my bag and saw the MAN U JERSEY hanging on his cabinet. Went out of the room and he gave me the keychain. He keeps sanding the edges of the keychain as it was very rough when he got it. And he always do it when he's on the bus, so meaning, there's a little bit of Shirley on some buses. ^^ He prepared sandwiches for me again. ^^ Always feeding me. Watched I am Legend and I fell asleep. I am becoming a pig, eat and sleep. Haha. We went to Causeway Point for dinner. Went to Jack's Place. Nice company from Wawa makes me smile.

Wonder when can I meet him again, most probably I'll be meeting him on Friday, but not sure on whether I am able to meet him before Friday. SMILE! Will blog some other time. ^^

Sunday

2008-02-12T17:39:00.001+08:00

Caught CJ7 with Esther, Wen Qi, Jeffrey and Fiona. The rest caught up with us after they were done with their task and we went reached Mr Wee's house at around 4. It's so nice of him to invite us to his house and he was a good host. Watched the replay of Sevilla vs. Barcelona. Started watching other shows and at the same time, Esther and Raymond were playing with my hair. We were like monkeys and they were like picking the fleas in my hair. But there's no flea in my hair, they were just plucking away the split ends.

Went to Esther's house after visiting Mr Wee's house. Played mahjong and watched the 2nd half of Man U vs. Man City. And I was very disappointed with the scoreline. Man U lost! And the worse was that Man U only scored in the additional injury time. That's very stupid. Went home at 11 plus.

Well, Visiting my relative's houses was alright. It's what I do usually but this time round, I get red packets from them. Played bingo at my grandma's house and it was fun. Order the prosperity pizza and it was kind of nice to eat actually. Some pictures that we took...

Art work were done by some of my other classmates.

This post is about my classmates and CNY. But the next post, is about my Valentine's Day celebration with Wawa. ^^ Hehe.

Wen Qi's birthday

2008-01-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

Well, It's 30th January now. And to someone, it's somebody's special day. Here we go...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN QI!!!!

You're 19 already!

SMILE!

OMG

2008-01-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

In life, you got to know when to talk about the stuffs and when not to talk about the stuffs. Some things are not worth mentioning when you are enjoying your time together with someone who is important to you.

Caught 27 dresses with Wawa just now at Chua chu Kang. It's a nice show. Had the Jap food in the foodcourt for dinner. The salmon teriyaki is nice. Let's go and try the rest of the menu the next time. ^^

Using my sister's new laptop now to blog about this post. I'm kind of addicted to online shopping already. Valentine's Day is coming and I think I'm going to get the thing that I have in mind for Wawa. Hope he likes it. Using part of my Chinese New year's clothing money to get it. Really hope that he will like it. Going to get it soon.

I walk around just saying your name
Without you my world will end

Happy Birthday Esther

2008-01-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!~!~!

You're 19 years old now. ^^ Smile.

No abalone for you. Don't be sad. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~!~!

Haix

2008-01-22T01:41:00.000+08:00

Well, things don't really go according to what you expect. Went to the doctor today. It's eczema. I've got it on my face, hands and legs. And it's hereditary. Haix. I hope my kids won't get it.

Sometimes, I feel that gaming is more important than me. Just go missing and come back after like 1 hour to say something and go missing again. The things that you said are so sweet but you just went missing after that. I feel so neglected. We won't have much chance to meet this week, but we didn't even chat much today. You just went missing. I don't feel like calling you even when you asked. I just feel neglected. Sometimes I just wonder... who or what is important to you.

Don't leave me crying...

Things changed

2008-01-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

End of IVP. NYP guys got first and for the ladies, SIM won first. IVP is over now and I gave to go back to start my driving lessons again. Gotta get my money from my dad soon as I have to book alot of lessons in one go. If not there's not enough slots. And most probably, I'll have to take the peak hour timing as the off-peak hour is like fully booked. ARGH. Had the urge to change from manual to auto as what my dad said was right, I'll never drive a manual car, I'll drive auto cars that we have at home are both auto. Should I?

Done with a few projects. Happy. But the exams are approaching. My first paper is on the 15th of Feb. The 2nd and the 3rd papers are on 21st Feb and 22nd Feb. All my papers are at 2pm. BORING!

Things happened. But when things really go wrong like situations where your good friend don't trust you, it really hurts. And the thing is, you didn't do anything but your good friend still don't trust you. And it happened twice and not once. It didn't happen to only one person, it happened to a few people that I know of. It's very weird when this kind of things happened. Well, people know what is happening but they won't know the full story. But I don't care about what story that other people hear about, because as long as people that I am close with, people who I trust and who are important to me know what is really happening, I'm happy. ^^

Well, stop talking about this kind of stuffs, anyway, league is starting next week. WOO! First game is against Singapore Schools Girls. ROAR! I need to train. Anyway, I'm still deciding whether I should go to the doctor tomorrow or on tuesday. My skin is giving me trouble. Hmm. Ok. Wawa never reply me. ARGH! Hmm. Think he is sleeping now. Haha. Shall chat with him later when he's awake. Haha. ^^

Laugh at myself

2008-01-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

I fell down in school today. Just right outside Convention Centre's carpark entrance. Was walking down the slope after alighting from my friend's car and two steps on the drain's cover, I fell. Haha. I find it funny now. Got up straight after falling down. Man, I am laughing at myself. Haha. I'm weird. ^^

Blue black on my palm. Sob sob. 2nd time within like 2 months? Or 3 months. Haha. Nevermind. Get up after a fall and laugh it off. ^^ Hehe.

Outing

2008-01-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

I want more pictures of both of us together!

Let's take more pictures ^^

Look up

2008-01-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, you just have to look up and find something new.

Tired

2008-01-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

Spending time together

Well, we do stupid things together. That's why I like spending time with you. ^^

I wanna walk this path with you

2008-01-03T02:55:00.000+08:00

I wanna walk this path with you. Just the two of us.

01.01.08

2008-01-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of the new year. It's year 2008 now. I'm going to be 19 when July approaches. Time passes so fast that sometimes, you don't even have the time to stop and rethink what you have done in the past one hour or so. Was thinking of ways to start this post and I decided to post some photos that I took of my neighbourhood in the day and at night.

The view from my room in the day

The view from my house's living room in the day

The view from my room at night

The view from my house's living room at night

Living in this area since I was 3 years old. Attended Chua Chu Kang Primary School, Dunearn Secondary School and now, I'm in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Well, the photos that I took weren't stable at first. Below are some photos that I took that weren't stable.

Well, forget about the failure. It's going to be the start of the IVP tomorrow. The guys will be having their match tomorrow. Well, good luck guys!

Hope to see more of this in school.

Smile, it's the start of a new year.

My favourite photo of year 2007

2007-12-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

A lot of things happened in year 2007. A year full of events and surprises. But it's going to be the start of another year in less than 2 hours while I'm writing this post. Year 2007 just went so fast, it's too fast. Too many things happened till I forgot that the year is going to end. Soon, I'll be 19 in year 2008. Going to end this post with pictures.

My favourite photo with my favourite guy of year 2007 ^^

Favourite Girls of year 2007

Favourite people of year 2007

Favourite Girlfriend of year 2007

Favourite "Fling" of year 2007

Favourite daughter of year 2007

Favourite boy of the year

Favourite Cliques in class of the year(Fiona is missing!)

Favourite Workmates of the year

Favourite friend of the year

Happy Birthday

2007-12-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

This is how we fight now.

After living together for 18 plus years, when it gets bored, this is what we do.

Well, you're 22 now, but we have only been living together for 18 plus years. Well, short message to you...

Happy Birthday Sister. ^^

Wawa

2007-12-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

My boy, Wawa. ^^

Christmas

2007-12-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

" If ever you look down and im not there, just look up to the sky and know that i'm out there thinking of you. "

From a special someone.

Christmas!!!

2007-12-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Steamboat at Esther's house tomorrow. Nice! Present exchange will happen tomorrow at her house with 7 of us exchanging.

Remember to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks!!! They are super duper cute like the kids that I saw in school today attending the soccer course. They are really cute! Can you imagine kids under 9 playing soccer on the soccer field. And the ratio of the goalpost and the kid. Omg, it's super cute! Theodore is super cute!

Memories. The good memories are meant to be kept. The bad ones? Just forget them. That's what people will tell me. But the thing is... Don't you think it will be cruel to forget any memories even if they are bad or good. They are meant to be kept and locked up in the heart. Ready for the person to unlock anytime as they want to.

Was reading my archives, unlocking and going through the memories and the past. When I was reading all the posts, the feelings came back.

The feelings were never gone, it was locked up and hidden somewhere, and I unlocked it and I just realised that, the feelings were actually still there.

I'm happy with what I have now. I have people who care about me especially him. I love his presence and I asked him what love mean to him. His answer just brought a smile to my face. Ok la, since you gave me such a good answer, I shall reward you with jellybeans. ^^

Catch Alvin and the Chipmunks. They are freaking cute. Just don't care about the storyline, just watch them. Shall spam him later ^^

Christmas is approaching

2007-12-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

Well, Christmas is approaching.

All I want for Christmas is you...

Had a eventful week.

Monday : Driving lesson and final theory test. Passed my final theory test and I booked my TP on 24th April. Long way to go.

Tuesday : Went back to school on Tuesday and met up with Hui Ling after the Beer game thingy.

Wednesday : Wawa's Birthday. He's finally 19! Met up with Wawa and chilled at his house. Went for Sakae Sushi at West Mall and went to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks at Lot 1. He watched the chinese drama serial (*This is really a miracle*) and left at 2330.

Thursday : NANA's Birthday. Had dinner with them at Riverside Restaurant and it was really nice. Camwhored with my classmates like ususl. It was also a belated birthday celebration for Raymond too.

Friday : That's today. Went out with my fling and gf to get present for the special someone whom I'm going to give the present to on Monday. Hope she likes it. Going to get something else too. Met up with the rest for Thai Express and we sort of had a mini celebration for GAB! WOO!

Jogging on Sunday in NP. Anyone?

Addicted

2007-12-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'm addicted to looking for online sprees. And I really have to urge to buy the things I like online. But the thing is money. December and January... bombing season. Well, the bombing means wallet bombing. Attack of Christmas and also friends' birthday! ROAR! HIDE!!!!

Why must they be born at almost the same time, or maybe what I should say is, why are they all born in the same month!

I shall thrive and save and not spend. Ok. COCK! That's like impossible for Shirley to accomplish. Chocolates, food and more chocolates. That's where all my money go. ROAR! Let me come up with a money saving plan to help save Shirley from the edge of going bankrupt.

HELP ME!!! Ok. Gotta study...

As if I'm really going to study...

First time

2007-11-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

Had my first ever Tutu kueh. Chocolate tutu kueh.

Test tomorrow and there will be 2 more tests next week. We do not have common test. But, to make it sound nicer, we don't have common test, but in real actual fact, we have common test but the thing is that they push forward the tests. That's all.

Had a dream, dreamt about you, told you the three words again. ^^

Esther ah, you better take care of yourself. Sayang.

Terminal 3

2007-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Taking photos of Alli while in Terminal 3 was fun. But spending time with you was more meaningful. I just love your smell. ^^

What should we call ourselves?

Sneakers lovers?

Raining

2007-11-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

It's raining now. 0244 am in the morning. It started raining about half an hour ago or something. It's kind of cold now. Chatting with Yan Shan now, she will be watching the match later at 0330. Champions League, Liverpool vs Besiktas. Had training today. Supper at Al-Ameen after training and I got to know some other things. Alli was there with us. Swimming in the bowl of tom yam soup.

There's something wrong with my keyboard. The letter "W" will not appear for some moment when I press it. Imagine I were to type a sentence full of "w"s. " Wawa wants to eat watermelon." Imagine all the "w"s gone. " aa ants to eat atermelon." eird. See, w is gone for this word.

Bored. It's now 0313. ^^ Bored!

My new kid

2007-11-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

I have a new kid, guess I ate something wrong and he turned green, bright green to be exact. And his head is bigger than his body. Pictures taken after 4 days after he was borned.

Alli : My nostrils are big!

Alli : MY side view.

Alli : My cool side view.

Alli : I'm hungry, I wanna eat something. Mummy's friend's hp seems nice to munch on.
'
Alli : There's a Kitty for me to munch on!

Guess many people will know who's the dad. Took some pictures of Alli and his dad together. But his daddy don't want me to show the pictures. They look cute together also. Alli loves to bite and munch on things especially fingers. So be careful ^^

Which word to choose

2007-10-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

Bastards are normally used to describe guys who are mean or disagreeable. But now, I shall use it to describe myself. I don't know why, but it's fun to be a bastard. Straightforward and nice. Hehe. Bad guy? Nah. Just being straightforward. But I don't mind people calling me a bastard when I am mean to them or too straightforward. ^^

Oh ya, need to reply those who tagged on my tagboard

To Killa : YEAH! I WANT CHOCOLATE! HEHE!

To non-Shirley : Training starting soon!

To Maryam : MONYET!!! Haha. SEe you during training again!

To Deenie : Let's meet up for lunch again. ^^ Haven't seen you for so long.

Anyway, I just received news that I'm a father now. And my wife is expecting a daughter. God father will be Shane. The position of the God mother was rejected. -_-"
HOW! I don't know how to raise my kid! And she's coming next week! Ok, our kid's gone. PHEW! Ok. Crap. Think those who went for Friday will know about this.

Yellowcard - Only One

2007-10-16T11:59:00.001+08:00

Even though this song is kinda old. But I'm like playing this song over and over again with some other songs like "I drive myself crazy", "Girlfriend(remix)" by N'Sync, "Ayo Technology" By 50 cent featuring Justin Timberlake and Timbaland and "Your Guardian Angel" by The red jumpsuit apparatus. All this songs, the lyrics have a meaning in it and somehow, I like the tune too. BOO!

Ok. Lyrics. Hehe.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Lyrics

2007-10-06T02:38:00.000+08:00

This song is playing. I loved this part the most.

Ever since I saw your face
Nothing in my life has been the same
I walk around just saying your name
Without you my world would end, yeah
I've searched around this whole damn place
And everything says you were meant to be
My girlfriend... oh

Girlfriend by N'sync. Freaking crazy over N'sync's songs nowadays.

"Far Away" by Nickelback is playing now. It's a very meaningful song. The lyrics, it was a message from someone to me some time ago. Ok, I admit, everytime this song starts playing in my music player, I'll think of the person and I miss him. That's all.

But, things are going to be different now. I still miss the person. But I got another person who is caring for me now. And I care for the latter too. Stupid Monkey, gorilla chimpanzee ^^

10 more days

2007-10-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

School's starting in 10 days time. My new timetable ^^

One hour break for days with break ^^. Good.

10 more days to Pol-Ite.

I've been eating alot nowadays, that's very bad. Meaning my tummy is going to come out again and soon, I'm going to reach 29! NO!!!! NO 29! I don't want 29!

Anyway, MONKEY! GORILLA! CHIMPANZEE!

Relief teaching for non-shirley

2007-10-03T04:47:00.000+08:00

Non-Shirley is currently doing some relief teaching. So Shirley is here. BORING!

I harboured the thoughts of getting back with you. But somehow, things got back to normal I guess. Things don't always go the way you want it. Sometimes, we got to stop and listen and watch our surroundings to really know what is going on. I'm happy being with Wawa. But I guess, things happened to make me think otherwise.

No matter what, everyone got to be strong, no matter what happens in the future or the next minute, it's just an obstacle that everyone encounter throughout life. I'm Shirley and somehow, if some people think that I'm a flirt or what, just let them think so. I believe in my way of doing things and if I irritate you or something, sorry. I don't like to hide my thoughts and I'm straightforward. That's Shirley for you.

No matter what happens, trust yourself and don't ever regret any decisions that you made. I guess I'm still harbouring the thought.

HELLO YOU WHAT YOU LOOKIN AT

2007-09-27T01:52:00.001+08:00

Hello! Im a non-shirley.
Not a shirley, yes, non-shirley.

Tell you something, i can blog alot here but I cant blog alot on my own blog.
It's kinda weird, rightrightright? Heh

But nvm! Tues was fun cus we all played lanterns except for shirley. She jus sat there, after awhile she kena splashed by Mr Kirovski. He, as a non-henry, is as bad as henry. But non-shirley managed to save her own lanterns plus a few others. Heh. But I tell you one more thing, the moon was very round you know ???

12 more hours later, shirley is going to be over the moon cus she gets to drink coconut juice, yayyyyyyyyy. That flirtatious fling of Gerlin is coming back, but I don think G-shock will get jealous. Afterall, they love each other alot. Oooh myyyy, the power of love makes all flings invisible. Double Heh.

16 hours later the real shirley is gonna meet the non-shirley, and we're all wearing black. That's good, cus black is my fave colour! and then... everything will commence as per normal. Non-shirley is craving for MAC DANG DANG!! So after trng we go for our "every-thursday-is-mac-day" okay?

Kthxbye! Im a non-shirley.
Not a shirley, yes, non-shirley =D
heeheehee

Some pictures from Maths Carnival

2007-09-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

Three of us were in charge of the chocolate fondue. The chocolate fondue...Look down...Hehe

YUMMY! Btw, the hand on the left is mine.Haha.

All of the pictures above, all taken from www.maxsocool.blogspot.com
Max's blog where he post the photos that he took. He's a lecturer anyway.

What if

2007-09-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

There are too many "what if" in the world. When people regret,they will tend to think, what if I did the other way round and not this way, maybe things will turn out better. But for some, they are satisfied with the way they chose. Like for example, "Good heavens that I chose this route and not that, what if I chose that, I would be caught in a jam." Too many what ifs. I still remember this "What if" situation that I had with my friend in Secondary School...

We were kind of sick and tired of doing calculations for Physics. We were doing on the Gravity part, Newton part. Then we were saying, there's this saying "Isaac Newton found gravity while sitting under an apple tree." Then we were thinking, "What if Isaac NEwton sat under a durian tree, we won't be needed to do all this calculations and not learn so much."

What if...Form of regret...

Alot of things happened, classmates went for their study trip on Sunday, cousin went to London for his studies on Monday, Shane went to Vietnam on Tuesday. Only managed to send my cousin off. My mum is going to Genting next Friday. HAH!

Yesterday was the last day of Maths Carnival. Helped out for 4 days straight. Was only supposed to help out for 3 days with Jeraldine, but we came back for another day as nobody knew how to function the chocolate fondue device. But we only really helped out only for the first session and the second session, we left the stall to take photos with Max's camera. Three of us were taking photos. But heard that the second session wasn't that busy as the first session. There were more people in the first session. I became a Mum in the first session, I fed a Maria Stella guy and Jeraldine was like a nanny. I have this new theory with Jeraldine. "Guys are not shy and they like chocolate fondue more." Because there were GIRLS who rejected the chocolate fondue. GIRLS! OMG! There were more guys queueing for the chocolate fondue for the four days.

Let's see, took alot of photos using Max's $3000 camera and after the Maths Carnival, we were like cam-whoring with the rest. We took candid photos too. Will be taking Health And Lifestyle as it will be under Max. Supporting Max.

I miss you.

I drive myself crazy

2007-09-16T04:10:00.000+08:00

Got this song.It's an old but nice song.It's called "I drive myself crazy" by N'sync.

I DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY
By: *N sync
Ooooh....
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

Chorus:
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

oohhhhhh....la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala...oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do

If you are reading,this is what I want to tell you.But I guess,we are just not fated.Fate plays with people.

The truth

2007-09-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

You will hate yourself more when you know the truth.

The pain from the truth is enough to make you hate yourself more.

Will you always be there to be my guardian angel...Standing along with me to face all the problems?

I will never throw away the memories and I will never forget you.

I'm not as strong as I look.

The song "Wait for you" caused me to start the thoughts again.Tears following the thoughts.

Maybe we were just not fated to be.

Love is something that will cause pain in you when it's gone.

I still miss you.

It saddens me.And it made me feel bad.

What Does Love Mean.

2007-09-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
See what you think:

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing,
you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that, they look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen" Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

Ain't the answers sweet?Got all these from www.mrchuckles2006.blogspot.com

Read his blog.There's jokes there too. ^^

Aftermath

2007-09-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

After working and slogging for 4 straight days,we are finally done.YEAH!There were many attacks from different people.Attacks of the Aunties,Uncles and children.It was kind of messy when we were working.Alot of people were attacking and aiming for our kit kats.That's the worse.

I did not measure how heavy was the box that I was carrying with my left arm while making rounds with Stella.Postcards,kit kats,flyers,balloons,badges and polaroid films. *Note: The postcards and flyers are very heavy,just about 5cm is enough to kill,and what more,more than 10cm each stack for the postcards and the flyers.*

My left arm is aching.BOO!But I got alot of lanyards and polaroids.Hey,remember to pass me THAT polaroid!I want it back!HEHE!Cafe Cartel was next on our list and we went home.Tired.Got kit kats at home!HEHEHEHE!

Tired.Got alot of cuts on me.

Paper cuts,my lips has a cut on it.BOO!

Shall end it here,staying home today,haven't been home for more than 36 hours for these few days.Finally.

2007-09-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

"Someone" hacked into my account and changed my blogskin until it became so nice.Haha.Thanks.And she even blogged for me like I told her to. ^^ So sweet.Muackz.Tomorrow I shall kapook some kit kats for you.Hehe.

Will be working at Suntec from Thursday to Sunday for the GCA event.Find me at the SGGA booth or you can find me inside the Convention Hall because I'll be walking about.Join and be a SGGA MEMBER!Enjoy privileges!

I got tagged quite long ago but I didn't really know.So now,I shall blog about it. ^^

list out ur top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- Vouchers for shopping!
- Checkered top!
- New bag!
- Smiles from people.
- Get good results.

1.the person who tagged u is: Wen Qi and Esther.

2.ur relationship w her is: Both are my current classmates in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.BOO!Haha.

3. ur 5 impressions of her:
Esther : 1.Tall
2.Eat very slow!
3.Skinny
4.Caring
5.Sweet
Wen Qi: 1.Fair skin girl
2.Great friend
3.Caring
4.Funny
5.My partner in helping out during school events!

4.the most memorable thing she had done for u:
Esther : Being there when I needed someone in the middle of the night.
Wen Qi : Always there to help when she knows I need help ^^

5.the most memorable words tt she had said to u:
Esther and Wen Qi : Cannot remember leh...=X ok la...Erm...Too many to state out.

6. she becomes your lover, u will?:
Esther and Wen Qi : Go work!Need to give them money to buy the things she needs

7.if she's ur lover,what she has to improve on:
Esther : Eat more!
Wen Qi : Stop being lame.Haha.No la,erm,work more with me.Hehe.

8.if she becomes ur enemy,u will?
Esther : Make her eat all her food.WAHAHAHA!
Wen Qi : Ignore her.Haha. ^^

9.if she becomes ur enemy,the reason is:
Esther : If I stop being bo liao.
Wen Qi : When I really stop being freaking bo liao.

10.the most desire thing you would like to do for her now is?
Esther and Wen Qi : Let's play mahjong!!!

11.your overall impression of her:
Esther and Wen Qi : They are both really great friends.

12. how do you think ppl ard u will feel abt u?
Cool ^^ , Bo liao,lame,funny,really toot.
13.the character u love abt urself is: Lame!

14.on the contrary,what charcter u hate abt urself: Too emotional.

15.the most ideal person i would like to be: I wanna be a guy! Justin Timberlake!

16.for the ppl who cared & liked u,say smthg to them: Sorry to drag all of you through hell sometimes.Never really brought all of you to heaven before.

17.pass this quiz to 10 ppl tt u wish to know howthey feel abt u. *no tag back!!*

1) Stella
2) Yan Shan
3) Gerlin
4) Aidah
5) Hui Ling
6) Jeraldine
7) Shane
8) Khai
9) Jancis
10) Logan

who's n.o 2 having relationship with: ME!She's my fling.She's my current girlfriend's ex.Haha.

is n.o9 a female/male: female.Haha.

if n.o 1 & 10 be tgt,will it be a gd thing: -_-" NO!

how abt n.o 3&4: Lesbian?NO!number 3 is my GF!I don't allow that! =X

n.o 2 studying abt: Pharmacy Science

when was the last time u'd chatted with n.o 3: SMSed her today,talked to her on Tuesday.

what kind of music does n.o 8 like? Almost alot.Haha. Right?Hehe.

n.o 6 has any siblings? One elder sister.

will u woo n.o 3? She's already my girlfriend. ^^

how abt n.o7? I don't know.Ask him.

is n.o 4 single? No.She's with her bf.Haha.Still kinda going on strong.

surname of n.o 5: Tan.

what's the hobby of n.o 5: Elaning!Haha.New hobby of hers.

n.o 3 studying at:Ngee Ann Polytechnic.Pharmacy Science.

have u try developed feelings for n.o 8? Should I?

where does n.o9 live? Bukit Panajang!

what colour does n.o4 like? SHIT!I forgot!

is n.o 1&3 best friend? Kinda.Haa.They always bicker.Not good.And I'm trapped in the middle.Haha.

does n.o 7 like n.o 2? I don't know.Ask him. ^^

how do know u n.o 2? Secondary School.

does n.o 5 has pet? Nope.Haha.

Finished this thing.Haha.

I love beard papa.^^Thanks.

SURPRISE!!!!

2007-09-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

I think Shirley is very busy at the moment, ssshhhhh i think she doesn't kno I'm here. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Im NOT her secret admirer, but one day she'll admire me. Anyway she loves red, apache and chocolate. I think nowadays she keep eating prata like me, so one day we all become prata-faced. OKAY LAME. I'll be workin with her for 4 days, so bless me man! =p

ayooooooo, technologyyyyyyyyyy.

BOO!

2007-08-31T03:03:00.000+08:00

Boo!

Stupid way to start off this post.Holidays started!WOAH!

~~Monday~~ : Sentosa
~~Tuesday~~ : Training
~~Wednesday~~ : Sentosa
~~Thursday~~ : Briefing at E2max and training
Friday! : Back to Sec school and off to work.
Saturday : Team's match against SMUH
Sunday : Work

Next week...Packed too.Thinking whether I should go Sentosa on Tuesday.If I do,
Monday : Briefing at E2max
Tuesday : Sentosa and training
Wednesday : Sentosa
Thursday : Work and training
Friday : Work and movie marathon
Saturday : movie marathon and work and maybe something else
Sunday : Work

Work...But some of them are very short.BOO!Need money.Put them back into my account.Hope there will be more work for me!

JELLYBEANS!
M&M cookie from Mrs. Field!
Cheese Prata!
Mushroom and cheese prata!

What's next?
Bigger bonchet.

She got me saying AYO! I'm tired of using technology!

Random post

2007-08-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

Very random post.

I love the Peach Strudel.

Gerlin's birthday went kind of well.I still remember the balloon.

BOO!BAH!Ok,I'm tired and I'm going off to sleep.

I seriously need to get tanned.Monday and Wednesday.Sentosa!

It's fun being with some people whom you are comfortable with.The feeling is different and you tend to smile more.

Love today.

Ok.Emo time

2007-08-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

Won't be online for this few days because I caught a virus in MSN and it will start sending the virus which is in the form of my picture.Please do not open or accept the invitation.Please DO NOT!

Had my last paper today.Went to Madjack with my classmates,there were 10 of us there.Went to town after eating and we went serperate ways for the girls and guys.The girls went to Wisma Atria and the guys went to Lucky Plaza for their "Daytona" again.

Fiona went off as she had piano lessons leaving behind Wen Qi,Wen Shan,Esther and me.We went to Cineleisure and we went to rest our feet at The Hong Kong cafe located at the 2nd storey of the mall.Pictures again ^^

Ok.I'm a camwhore.Haha.My allergies is like gone.Hope that my skin will go back to normal again.BAH!BOO!

Got myself a checkered top,will be taking picture of it soon.Haha.If anyone bothers to look at it.It's a guy's top actually.Haha.BOO!BAH!

Ok,I'm crazy.Ignore me.

So Long allergies

2007-08-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

I'm really born in the year of snake.The skin on my face is peeling off now.It's kind of bad.My face is red now.Went to see the docftor yesterday and I got myself a jab to stop the allergies.Wonder what did I ate wrong this time.I was practically scratching myself almost everywhere on my joints area.

It will be my last paper tomorrow.Inventory Management is my last paper.After the paper,I will be free.Haha.Most probably Wen Shan will be driving and we will be taking her car.My paper is from 9am - 11am.I'm afraid that there will be a jam and the worse of all is that my paper is located at Block 72 Level 2.The big hall where a few hundred people will be having their paper.I don't want to be late for tomorrow's paper.

Had my OPCS paper yesterday,finished the paper faster than what I expected and it was alright.After the paper,went to see the doctor with the company of Hui Ling and Ying Ying.Then we went to watch Rush Hour 3 at WestMall.It was freaking cold there.Had porridge for dinner yesterday and today,I'm having porridge again.ARGH!

I want the top man checkered top!OMG!I want it.But I'm not sure whether it is still available.BAH!I want alot of things.I want the citi clear card.I want almost everything.That's bad.Haha.Applied for the CapitaCard yesterday with Ying Ying after the show at West Mall.Will be getting it only after a few weeks.

Talking to Esther now online,told her that my face is peeling off and she told me it should be ok.It's like sun burn just that I was not under the sun.Haha.Nice way of describing.Ok.My face is feeling hot now.BAH!

No League games for the guys for this weekend.So no water girl duty on this week.But will be working soon after next week for the guys again.BAH!If I were to earn money for each bottle that I filled up,I think I might earn alot.Haha.MY part-time job: Water girl for Team and FC Squirrels.GO SQUIRRELS!

BAH!I'm mad,the skin peeling is getting me crazy.Haha.

Gym Class Heroes- Clothes off is now shown on MTV now.Cupid's Chokehold is cute.Clothes off is nice.Haha.The mascots dancing in the video is cute and I think it's freaking hot to dance in all that.Cheers to them anyway.HAha.

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!CHEERS!
HOPE IT COMES FASTER AND GOES OFF SOON!SKIN PEELING!

I really look like a snake now.Rough Skin and skin peeling off my body now.ARGH!Disgusting.Haha.Wonder what's wrong with me.ARGH!

Ciara - Like A Boy on piano By David Sides

2007-08-18T04:42:00.001+08:00

This guy is amazing.Freaking amazing.Go to youtube and look for his videos.There's a lot to choose from.This is practically identical to the original song.So cool!

New Words learnt today.Or created?

2007-08-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

I've learnt 3 new words today.All created by PrataBoy and SandGirl.Haha

First word : Apanook

Second Word : Chinche

Third Word : Drinksist

Why the word Apanook was created?
Well,as you see,I'm interested in Chinook, it is a versatile, twin-engine, tandem rotor heavy-lift helicopter which was showcased during the National Day Parade and often seen in the Singapore Sky.And I told PrataBoy that I was interested in it and told him to drive one next time if he has the chance to get admitted into the Airforce and if he becomes and pilot.But he said that he would rather drive Apache.I went to Wikipedia and looked for it online.And what popped out was amazing.It turned out to be...

A RED INDIAN TRIBE!

Haha.And PrataBoy was like "OMG!"Haha.And we were talking about joining tribes and he told me to join the Apache Tribe,but I told him I was more interested in joining the Chinook Tribe.And he said what if both the tribes were to combine,we would get Apanook!

That's the name thought by him.

2) Chinche is the same story as above but the thing is,this time,the name is thought by me.PrataBoy said it sounds like Chinchow.

3) Why the word Drinksist?
PrataBoy said the name Chinche sounded like ChinChow,then i told him I don't drink Chin Chow and he said he don't too.I said it's black in colour and he said I was a drinksist.Something like a sexist or racist.Just that I'm just biased to some drinks.Haha

Names like Khailey and Shirul keep appearing in my tagboard.The names are going to be PrataBoy's future kids' name.Haha.

PrataBoy and I drew something on MSN.This was what he drew and what I drew...

Ok.His drawing is better.I suck at drawing.You can't blame me.Haha.
*Starts pushing the word blame*

BAH!I'm Lame.

Dance Floor Anthem

2007-08-14T04:19:00.001+08:00

Nice song from Good Charlotte.It kind of depicts my feeling now.I don't wanna be in love.

Lyrics:
She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hate it
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin home now
He’s tryin to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now

If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The sense that you got to
Find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Ohh....ohhh...ohhh

Now you know what to do, so come on and get down

Let me see

2007-08-07T01:27:00.000+08:00

In 2 years time,I'll be 20...My uncle will be 68 and my eldest auntie will be 61.Their eldest son will be 33.MY grandma is 80++ already and she hasn't got any great-grandchildren.Somehow,I wish for a niece or a nephew too.Time passes really fast,I'm going to be 20 and my relatives are already kind of old.If my auntie never told me about this,I would not have remembered.Time...really waits for no one.

Ok.Training on Sunday...Checklist...
- Hit by ball
-Body(checked)
-Leg(checked)
-Face(Checked)
- Got back my cracked ball(Checked)
- Showered in School with warm water due to the hot weather(Checked)

Ok.Checklist for Sunday's training,all checked and done.Carried too much stuffs at my grandma's house...My shoulders are aching.ARGH~!Take it as a training then.

Now I know

2007-08-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

I just found out that through observations,you would find out that actually,some things are not what you thought.

Actually,I knew this about a month ago...

My dad is a pure hokkien.Haha.Nothing to be proud of.His parents were both Hokkiens and his grandparents were too.Even his great grandparents were hokkien.So meaning,he's a pure Hokkien.My mum is a Hainanese and my dad is a Hokkien.So I'm a mix of two.

I thought my dad's iris were supposed to be hazel with dark blue linings.But now,I just discovered that the colour is actually more to grey now.Weird but true.I just found out that my mum is shorter than my grandma and my mum is the shortest among all my relatives.Haha.Shit,I'm really not observant or maybe I didn't even care.

Sometimes,we just need to observe and ask.

I miss you.But I won't bother you anymore,because I'm becoming part of your memory and not your future.

I'm a weakling...

2007-07-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

44 days had past since I last saw it.But now,it's back to haunt me.But 51 days ago,it wasn't hurting.But now,it hurts alot.Not supposed to be here today,but it just came.ARGH!But nevermind,since it came,just accept it but it's making my life miserable.

Woke up with a bit of sore throat this morning.But roughly,it's gone now.And most probably,nothing much will happen.Will not be training tomorrow as this is killing me.I ate alot today.Instant noodles,takoyaki,milo bites and dinner at home.Stuffed to death.Normally,I won't be eating now as the pain will be making it difficult for me and I tend to forget the hunger.

Getting things tomorrow.Hope that the pain will be gone soon.It's irritating.Getting things tomorrow.

-Checkered top(don't laugh)
-something that we are going to give to someone
-necklace

Roughly,that's all for now unless there's something that will catch my attention.Imagine myself in a checkered top...Gerlin say I will look studious,but anyway,I look studious no matter what I wear =p.Haha.Ok.I'm joking.

Just some photos taken on 3rd July.

Speaking frankly

2007-07-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Haven't been feeling great this few days.Bad weather.

Thursday match wasn't that great.Lost badly.I admit I didn't give my all,need to change my attitude towards playing.I care about the scoreline,no slacking.Last year's friendly against them ended in a draw in the third period but adding in the fourth period,they won 3-2.But we got thrashed in this year's game.If I'm not wrong,the real score was 9-4.Freaking badly.Ain't feeling good about it.

My ankle ain't working well nowadays too.Can't run much and I can't help in attacking.Feel very useless when I'm defending sometimes.Hope my ankle gets well soon.I don't want to strain my ankle anymore.Got to get immune to the pain...

FC Squirrels vs. Team Squirrels today at Tampines Sports Hall.Was a great game.Was confused on which side I should support as both are friends.Team Squirrels won FC Squirrels.Thumbs up to both teams for giving us such a good game on court.

Updating

2007-07-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back after like 6 days.Was sending movies to my laptop.Let's have a movie marathon soon...but the screen will be freaking small.Haha.

Ok,let me see,17th July was YS's and Daryll's birthday.They're finally 18.Haha.Let's go watch M18 shows together.Haha.FC Squirrels vs. Team Squirrels on Sunday 2pm at TSH.Haha.Will be rushing to catch it.

Thanks for the presents!Haha.Thanks to Maryam and Desmond for giving me belated birthday presents.Went to Rail Mall to buy the Mango Strudel for YS because she had the urge to eat it.Tried looking for it in Ngee Ann City but I can't find it.

Friendly with RP tomorrow...Erm...IT's today...Hope I can last for the whole game or something.I want my leg to last through the game if possible.Will be having practical on Friday which means that lesson will be at 8am!OMG!WTF...Ok...Gotta go sleep now...Lesson at 8am.

Will update soon enough ^_^

OH...MY stupid PMS is making people around suffer.And I'm sorry to those who got it from me.

Unlucky day

2007-07-13T02:17:00.000+08:00

Things ain't going my way yesterday.It's Friday now,the day I meant was yesterday.Lost money on the mahjong table =X...Shouted at my teammates during the netball thingy and shouted at the other line who was also in my team.And worse of all,I twisted my ankle.It's swollen now,but I'm going to make myself walk normally tomorrow.

Replying to the tags on my tagboard...

Me to Shanling: U take care too.I love the pink lamppost.Haha. ^_^

Me to Esther: Haha.Ok.And u are going to be thrashed by me again. ^^

Me to Hello: Hi,but I really don't know who are you.And,Who's my bf?I don't even know I have one.

Roughly,that's all today.Man,such a short post. ^_^LALALA

Hungry

2007-07-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Man,I'm kind of hungry now.Eating biscuits with milo now.Skipped school today,was lazy to go to school and I just slept all the way.I think I am old already,my body is aching.Haha.Tomorrow,2 hours of lesson as IMGT is cancelled.Will be going to school from 8am to 10am and that's all.Will be going to BBDC with Rui Qin to register.Will want to learn driving soon.

There's training tomorrow and the guys are having their training at Keming Primary School.So we will have the courts tomorrow and we will have alot of chance to play.But I'm not sure on whether there is a friendly tomorrow.There's nothing much to blog anyway nowadays.Things are going slow for me now.

FC Squirrels match will be at RP.2pm on Saturday and Team Squirrels will have theirs at 4pm at RP too.2 consecutive matches.Think I'll rush home and to RP after the thing in School.

Ok...Tv watching time ^^

Floorball league

2007-07-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

The Division 2 for the floorball league has started.Went to catch Team Squirrels match on Sunday at Tampines Sports Hall.FC Squirrels had their match at 6pm but I could not catch it as I was at my grandma's house.FC Squirrels lost to SP Mustangs 2-3.But I think it was a good game.Team Squirrels won Road Warriors 4-0! ^_^ Victory to Team Squirrels.

Esther Dear is calling me to play solitaire showdown now.Will be back some days later or maybe tomorrow?Haha. ^^

Officially 18 and above

2007-07-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'm officially 18 years old and above!

Thanks to the floorball people for giving me the pizza treat on Tuesday!

Thanks to my class for giving me the surprise at Swensens!

Thanks to Desmond for the present ^^

Thanks to Hubert for accompanying me on my birthday! ^^

Thanks to Stella,Gerlin and Yan Shan for spending time on dinner with me.

Especially YS eh,the person who spent the last few minutes of my birthday with me.

Thanks to those who wished me happy birthday online through MSN,smses and phone calls. ^^

I'm offically 18 years old.^^

random post of pictures again

2007-06-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

We love Stella ^^

I love sundae ^^

TWISTS! ^^

We love the light ^^

Cam-whoring after training

Just a random photo

2007-06-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

Just a random photo with some meaning to it.

p.s look at the date. ^_^

I got my Edison's CD!

2007-06-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

I finally got my Edison CD!The title of the Album is "Allow Me To Reintroduce Myself".The photos I took with the CD is below.Hehe.I'm so mad.

Went to Serene centre with Stella today.Went to Island Creamery and had Teh tarik Float.Then I went upstairs to get the presents.Shawn and Nicholas Tan were at the Mac there.Then Shawn came up and we chose the present together.Then Stella and I went to Lot 1 to get the edison CD,but I couldn't get it at first and I left my name and mt contact number there.Then 6pm plus,the person called me to tell me that the CD has arrived.

I went to Lot 1 to get the album and I saw Dennis the injured DJ there.Haha.Didn't make a fuss as I wasn't crazy over him.If he was Edison,I will go berserk there.Haha.YS is back from Perth.Missed her alot.She bought chocolates for us.Haha.That's a good thing.WAHAHAHA!

Ok,shall blog again soon. ^_^

Edison's album is out

2007-06-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

Ok.In less than 9 hours,I'll be getting my Edison's album.Haha.Will be going to Island Creamery with Stella and some other people who are not really confirmed yet.Haha.I'll be getting some stuffs too.

Training today was tiring.Haven't been running for like 2 weeks.And my flu is like gone!That's a good thing.I need not cut away my nose anymore.Haha.Edison!!!OMG!His album cover...

Killer flu

2007-06-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

The flu is killing me!

I'm praying and hoping that this flu will be gone by tomorrow,but I have the feeling that it won't.But please,please go off...ARGH!

I want to change my nose.Change it to a smaller and sharper =X nose and also,a flu free nose!That's the most important part.I'm afraid that I might have sore throat tomorrow.That's another nightmare,ok,it's not a nightmare,it's a tragedy!Or even having cough,there's a catastrophe.Like what I mentioned before...

Flu = bad
Flu + sore throat = very bad
Flu + sore throat + cough = very very bad

Shawn told me to take panadol actifast,but he forgot that my eyes became swollen in Sec 3 due to panadol.Haha.Stupid Shawn,go mug for your papers.

Think I'll be going to Uncle Ringo on Friday.I want to play the games.Haha.I'm a maniac and psycho for this kind of stuffs.I don't think I'm trying the rides,I'll pass.I just want to play the games and win some prizes.Hehe.I'm ambitious.

Esther,Wen Qi and Jeraldine are clubbing now.No GHB to accompany me to play solitaire showdown.Haha.But it's alright,have to rest early tonight.Stupid flu.Have to wake up abit earlier to go to school for the project meeting.PMKG...ARGH!

Someone...pass me the knife...I need to cut my nose off.It's like a tap.ARGH!

Down with flu

2007-06-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

I'm at home watching television.Was supposed to go out this afternoon to get Wei Tat's present,but did not go as I overslept.Haha.My bad habit.I love to continue sleeping even though I have woken up.Supposed to go to Serene Centre but I don't really know where to alight or somthing.Haha.

Let's not talk about it.I'm down with a dreadful cold.OMG!Bad one.Hope it gets better later.

Went to Asia Pacific Brewery and also went to Coca Cola factory.Man,it's freaking hot in the processing thing.Pictures were taken.Oh ya,went to eat mac with Esther the morning and had Pinochio from the Happy Meal that I had with Esther.After going home from the visit,I had my shower etc and slept in the evening.Haha.Couldn't take it anymore.Woke up at 12 plus and fell asleep at 3 plus.

Went to Esther's house in the morning to play mahjong,I lost money!!!ARGH!We took a taxi to school as it was raining.Went to IRAS and after the visit to IRAS,we went to Velocity and I went home with Esther after it.Please buy CLEO!OMG!The book on the horoscope thingy,the Daryl Pan is hot.HAha.Esther anyhow pong about his statistics.Haha.But his birthday is the same as hers...
Her anyhow pong statisics:
-Daryl Pan
-180cm
-70kg
Haha.Then she say is her bf.Haha.Ok la,joking la,later the person jealous.Haha.But I lost the book while taking the bus.Haix.Anyway,supposed to meet Wen Qi,Jeraldine and Wen Shan tomorrow for project meeting and I'll be having training after that.Haven't been training for so long,need to run again,getting chubbier also.Haha.

My flu is killing me...I'm freaking addicted to MSN games nowadays now.That's bad.Haha.Will upload the photos next time. ^_^

Trying to break my record

2007-06-11T06:40:00.000+08:00

I haven't slept since 2pm in the afternoon of 10th June.Played 3 straight hours of solitaire showdown with Esther.She's accompanying me.So sweet.Can't think straight now,going to shower and going out to meet Esther for Hotcakes and after the hotcakes,we will be going to school for our school thingy.

Pictures,blogs and smses...Memories.But soon,they will go.But I don't thing it's time now.When the time comes,all of this will go.The day will come where your feeling for me will fade and vice versa.But the memories will stay.I don't know how long it will take for my feelings to fade,but I'm sure,it won't be so soon.

Smiles after tears and tears after smiles...The reaction that I had when I saw the pictures,blogs and smses.Happy and sad times together.Maybe Esther is right,I was so serious in this relationship,and when this relationship came to an end,I got hurt.Every adult told us not to get too serious in this relationship,but sadly,I did,and I got hurt.I guess I got hurt real badly.

I think when I blog finish this blog,I hope and want the feelings to stay in this post and never return back to me.Memory flashback...

-first time holding hands
-"bickering" about the planes landing or departing on Esplanade rooftop
-care and concern from you
-hugs and pecks exchanged between us
-sending me home
-your smell

First date...All part of the past and memory now.All promises made are deem void now.
Man...Cancerians really never forgive and forget.

Ok.Gotta go or Esther will hack me into pieces if I'm late.Haha.The word that was used by her during the 3 hours of solitaire showdown was..."RAH!".Coz' someone kept losing to me.Haha.

It's over

2007-06-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

It's over.

Common tests and my relationship with Hubert.I'm bound to fail 2 papers.I only slept for like less than 8 hours in 2 days because of something.I couldn't sleep anymore after knowing that and hearing that.Just couldn't sleep.Guess my papers are affected.It's my fault anyway.I shouldn't be affected.But still,I was affected.I couldn't think properly and things just couldn't go in my head.I just discovered a new way to not sleep.

Thanks for the memories and the time you put into this relationship.The relationship is over.But our friendship is not.We can still be friends even though it will be very awkward.It's just part and parcel of life and we cannot stop living or breathing because of things happen.It will take time for me to make the feelings fade and not think of anything that we did in the past.Even though it's hard,but still,I have to do it.

Esther,my dearest Going home buddy,sent me this song.She wants to cheer me up.Thanks for being there for me ^_^.Thanks to Stella and YS also.Even though YS is not in Singapore now,but I'm missing her already too.The song lyrics...

FIXING A BROKEN HEART

There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned you around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Never could understand what you're going through
Must be a plan that led me to you
Coz' all the hurt just disappears
Every moment,you're near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
So let's forget the past
'cause we are here at last

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Hmm.But I think I won't find another guy in my poly life anymore.Just concentrate on my studies because I've already done badly in this common test and concentrating on floorball.Maybe getting another cca or joining other stuffs outside may help.My aim,get into SMU and decide what I really want in life and work towards it since I cannot get into aerospace.ARGH.Don't want to talk about it.

To add on,I've deleted my friendster account.Maybe I'll sign up for another one after I'm done with all my reports.Have to go back acting normal again.Tiring job.

Things going wrong

2007-06-07T02:44:00.000+08:00

I just miss the time that we have together.
I just wanted to be by your side.

That's how I'm feeling and what I really wish I could do now.

Counting down to my birthday,but I'm also counting down to another thing which I hoped will never happen,but things will always turn out differently.

I know I should learn to let go and that's what you told me on Friday.But the only thing that I had in mind was to hold on tight because I know that the time to let go is coming soon.I just wanted to hold on for awhile more.Hold on to you tight.

Common Test is coming to an end in about 7 hours plus.Alot of things are coming to an end too.I just don't like the thought of things coming to an end.I will still have to carry on,everyone has to carry on.Time will not stop,the earth will keep on revolving no matter what happens.I'm just a tiny winy human being living on this planet.I'm small,but still,I have to carry on living no matter what happens.

You told me that I'm getting stronger,but do you know that it's very tiring to act normal when everything is not.

Memories will always be there,but the feelings will fade.Since everything is like going against us,we cannot defy the flow anymore.We can never be together.The promises that we made to one another,we just take that as they were never made before.

As said,my life is a joke.Maybe I'm just one of the biggest joke that was created.

Updates

2007-05-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating for like nearly 2 weeks.It has been such a long time.Things happened during this 2 weeks.Like donut queueing with Esther and Wen Qi,trainings,dinner with Floorball people,window shopping and shopping.Not forgeting being emo as I could not get the bag that I want.

Queued for 2 and a half hours for the donuts.Brought back 30 donuts which only 6 belonged to me.Dinner at Vivocity was fun.5 girls and a guy.And the free Ben's and Jerry's treat.Cam-whores personality emerging when the camera was taken out of Gerlin's bag.Sindow shopping was fun at first,but it became irritating as I could not buy the things that I want.But now,I have the money but the thing is not there anymore.Life is so sad.Nevermind.Became emo for the day.

Common test is coming soon and soon,the holidays will come.I think it should be packed.Sentosa,school stuff and trainings.And not forgetting gatherings with my friends and catching the Squrriels matches.Division 2 is coming up.Will be a loyal fan.Let me see,5th July will be coming up in about 38 days. ^_^ Then I'll be 18.Time passes so fast.I'm getting old.

Updating

2007-05-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for like a week plus?So now I'm here to blog.Actually,there's kinda a lot of things for me to blog about,but I'm not sure on how to start.This will be kinda short as I'm not really feeling that well to blog much.Let me recap...

Monday,went to watch Spiderman with the floorball peeps where we smuggled burger king into the cinema.YS had a hard time carrying the food.^_^We camwhored after the movie at the exit of the theatre.Had starbucks and went home.STARBUCKS!!!

Tuesday,went for IS and Angelo stepped on my newpaper as there was no French player in the news.IT was kinda stupid anyway.Had training at the Street soccer court as the hall was taken by some other activities.Went to eat Al-ameen after ages.Went home straight as I was tired.

Wednesday,went to buy MAC for lunch and went for class.Nothing much happened on Wednesday.Just that Hui Ling came and looked for me after school and we went to BPP to have dinner. ^_^

Thursday...Reach my lesson 1/2 hour after it started.Like what I always do.Went to the board games room as we had 2 hours break and it was havoc in there when we played the game of life.Went for lesson and after lesson,went to town with Esther,Raymond and Gary.Went to Far East with Esther to get something while Raymond accompanied Gary to get his stuffs.Esther got her mother a pair of sports shoes as a mother's day gift.So sweet.Had a heart to heart talk with her while we were at Far East.She got me a donut,so sweet ^_^ Love my GHB!Hehe.Was late for training.I informed them that I was going to be late for training.Went to KAP after training for dinner cum supper.Kinda confused and happy on Thursday.

Friday...Went to town with Stella,YS,Aidah,Hilmi and Hafiz.Was supposed to get my stuffs but it wasn't available.Then we went to MakanSutra and had our dinner there.We went to the Pasa Malam at BP after that.Ii'm sure that I've gained weight these few days.

Saturday,went to my grandma's house and my cousin bought a cake from CHOCZ!!!OMG!The chocolate is so darn thick.I LOVE IT!That's why I'm expanding sideways nowadays with all these delicious food.How can we resist chocolates.

Sunday,training.Reached a few minutes late but still,I was still early.The training started very late.The word to describe the weather on Sunday was "Torturous".I guess alot of people would understand why I would say that if they try jogging on Sunday with us.Was happy on Sunday. ^_^ SMILE!Went off early as my father came and fetched me.

Passed Esther and Jeraldine the things that I got them from the pasa malam.Haha.May sound abit weird,but then,I think they would like it,so I got it for them.Wen Shan and Esther are sick.I was caught in the middle during OPCS.I cannot get sick now,so I must drink alot of water to make sure that I'm ok.

To Esther...I'll be there for you no matter what happens.I'll try my best to cheer you up.Must take care. ^^ from your dearest ghb.

I'm supposed to be happy

2007-05-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

I saw something which I yearned to see for these 2 weeks plus.I'm happy today.Because of what I saw and the time spent together.

My wish for now...I hope that I can remove my eye glands and eye ducts.This is the only wish I have now.Absurd?Yeah.It is.But I really feel like doing it now.Removing the eye ducts and the eye glands.Maybe I'll feel better.

Strong is not the word for me now.It's the thing of the past and the future,but not now.

I don't want to think of the future now.Trying to be contented with the present,but things...don't go with what you expect.I will tend to hold onto something which I have to let go.I'm really defying life and myself and everything.I'm defying fate...

I think this blog is becoming more emo.Trying not to be emo here,but things just is different now.It's changing slowly.Say hello to a weak fighter who is fighting against fate and life. ^_^

choices

2007-05-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

Labour Day...It's a public holiday and it's meant to be a rest day for people who are working and for those who are studying.Decided to stay at home at first,rejected 2 ideas of going out,one was to go to Hui Ling's house and the other was to have lunch with Stella at IMM.Rejected both ideas.

But in the evening,the urge to eat overwhelm me,so I asked Hui Ling to go out and eat with me.We went to BPP and I had MOS burger.Then we took 975 and we arrived at my house bus stop at around 10 plus to 11.And we sat at the bus stop and chatted until 12.Haha.Man,so many things to chat about.

Will be borrowing her laptop to play STALKER.It's very laggy on my laptop.Then will try to play with it during the 1 hour break.Then need to learn.I'm a noob!!!I don't really like the mission thing.I like the multi-player.But there's no one to play with me,so will be trying the mission stuff.

Will need to call Angelo tomorrow for the french thing tomorrow.I rather have the lesson than calling the teacher.Why must Labour Day fall on a Tuesday.Argh.Nevermind la.Will be watching Spiderman on Monday.I'm so fickled minded.^_^

Just knew about this when I reached home,my mum told me that there was just a recent snatch theft case near my house.I don't know whether the person is caught or what,but still,you know,still have to be careful.That's why I prefer walking on the road but before I reached the road,there's this place where I have to pass and it's quite dark.But still,I managed to reach home safely.I didn't expect this to happen in my area as the last case of snatch theft was when I was in Priamry School,but still,still have to be on my guard and don't bring too much money out.I look like a poor kid,so...^_^

Stalker

2007-04-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

Found a new game.S.T.A.L.K.E.R.It's darn nice.As in the multi player game is the nicest part about the game.Sound sadist,but it's nice to like nail people down from far.Well,it's a nice way to forget about things and also it's another nice way to so call vent your anger.Was supposed to be able to win twice,but in the end,I only won the 2nd time because for the first time,the server went cuckoo and all of us were kicked out.I just needed like 2 more frags to win.For the 2nd round,I killed the most when the time finished.There's 2 types of playing.One is getting the number of frags and another is killing the most when the times runs out.I don't really like the mission way of playing.It's kinda weird.

Man,it's tough.It's so hard to prepare myself.Really hard.No one will be prepared for it.I can never be prepared for it.Really hate to think about it but it's coming soon.Really don't want to think about it...It's just so hard.Imagine having to prepare for something bad and waiting for it to happen.No matter what,you will never be prepared.Trying to stop thinking about it,but really,it's hard.No matter how hard I try or try to keep myself occupied,there's no way I can get this off my mind.No way.

Sounding more and more emo nowadays.I'm really emotional,real emo and authentic emotional brat which has no control over her feelings and everything.Holding on and trying not to cry,but still,it still comes down.Life is weird.Is there some way to really stop things from happening.I'm too naive.Maybe I should not be too self centered.Because the world does not revolve around me and if I'm too self centered,people around me will get hurt.

I admit I have low self esteem.It's hard to change this.I have no idea on what I'm going to do in the future anymore.I'm those people who has decided to like live life without any aim.

Will a hug make me feel better?I don't know anymore...

Weird day weird things weird feelings.

2007-04-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it

Feeling this way now.Weird feelings.

Seen those bright brown eyes
With tears coming down

Am I doing this now?Nope.Trying to change and hold on.Trying to change.Even though it's hard,I still have to keep on holding it.Just F*** it.Soon,it will be over.Just bear with it.

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid

It's just weird eh.Being honest is good,but being honest in this place,sorry,you're doing the wrong thing.Some things should be left unsaid like what the lyrics say.Even though I feel alot,I said some of it out,but still,there's still things that I've never told you.

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me...[what would you do?]

Figuring out what will people do when I really do that.But the sad part is,I'm not talented.

Now If wrote you a love note
and made you smile with every word I wrote
would that make you wanna change your scene
and be the one on my team [tell me you do?]

I hope to do that.But things seem to go the other way round.It doesn't work...

Girls like surprises,which girl don't?I like surprises,but if you know that you can't give me surprises,just tell me.Friends try to give me surprises,but somehow,they sort of always fail in that because something will crop out or I can roughly predict what will happen.Just keep on trying and maybe it will work out.

I'm not really going to smile anymore if I don't feel like it.It's tiring to make myself smile.It's stupid of me to make myself smile when I don't feel like it.What's the point of smiling when you don't feel like it.What's the point of acting anymore.What's the big deal about the "Just smile and all your worries will be gone."Just sick of this feeling,weird of me to try to force myself to smile.Not going to do that much anymore.

Money

2007-04-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

I need to save up and earn some money.I don't really have anymore money left and I need to top up my bank account.MONEY MONEY MONEY!ARGH!Even though I won't really run out of money,I just don't like my mother to nag at me when she always ask me how much I have left in the bank account.That's very irritating.

The feeling is really getting worse.But I got to persevere no matter what.But...

It's really hard to smile when there's something missing in your life.

School

2007-04-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

This song was from kinda long ago...It's called "The Prayer" by Bloc Party.I've seen it alot of times on MTV,but I just sort of got attracted to it like recently.A bit retarded.Haha.Just go to youtube to watch the video.

School started at 8am on Monday with a lecture.Saw my classmates again and saw some changes to them.During the break,just went to find the floorball people at the floorball booth under the convention centre.The recruitment went quite well.Went to have ramen with honey after the thing.

Tuesday...nothing much happen,just went to lesson which started at 1pm.Had my IS.Wen Qi has a new christian name given by the French teacher.Her new name is Claire.Haha.Nice.Alvin and Boyzer are in the same class as me.Then the teacher is darn funny.He's darn humourous.He's called Angelo,he wants us to call him Angelo too.Never train and at night when honey sent me home,we had a sort of a pact.Trying to fulfill it now...even though it's hard.I was the one who asked for it.

Wednesday and that's erm...last night...Gave Stella a surprise at Newton.We lied to her.Gerlin told her that she's going to ChinaTown with her family,YS and me told her we are going to buy something and Shah said he's going off.I don't know what Hilmi said,but he managed to talk his way out too.Hafiz brought her to Newton and when she saw us,she shrieked.I think maybe I'll post the video some other time.Hehe.Have to ask her for permission first.Had a seafood dinner.It was nice.^_^We sort of celebrated Stella's birthday yesterday as there's training today at night.Anyway,she's 18 now. Aishah's Birthday was yesterday.

Happy Belated Birthday Aishah ^_^
Happy birthday Stella. ^_^

The feeling of missing someone is so sad.It makes me feel that something's missing and I don't feel good feeling like this.Even when there's no someone that you can share your happiness with...There is something really missing from my life.Hmm...Trying to fulfill it...Shouldn't be saying this but...I miss you alot.

I guess I'm really selfish...

Hon..Congrats ^_^ Feel very happy for you...I just want you to be happy and smile.

I love you.